Thursday, October 13, 2005
LMAO ! jus got home CAN ! den is like not veri tired lars . despite not slping well for like these twu weeks ! is like so tired lors . but dunno why so energetic now lars . hahas . jus got home aftert such a long dae . hahas . wear uniform de whole dae lars . is like so dirty and smelly can ! hahs . my sch operate like more than 1/3 of de 24 hours ! hahas . lol . alreadi takes up my time of slping le ! todae chem paper stil ok but alot of mistake lars . tts for sure de ! so careless lars me alwaes so careless . hope can pass chem this time . so wun feel dui bu qi to kelvin ! hahas . feel veri sad for kai hong and his mom lars . kai hong dunno how to cherish his mom and his mom is like so worried for her boy ! hais if my mom is this good i sure wil cherish her . not saying my mom is bad lars . but is jus tt his mom is really super duper good lors . and auntie is like her health not very good de, her face veri pale, i veri worry for kai hong tt when 1 dae auntie collapse den he realise tt he shld hab cherish her den is like too late . and i'm afraid tt kai hong wil become more zi bi lars . hais . dunno wad to do oso . and now my family is like so apart lars . no more like last time . i felt so left out by my parents ! hais but nbm lars . i wil stil be as cheerful as ever but altho is like quite upset deep down in my heart .. nobody knows onli God noe ... hahas . i must place Him first in my life ! i need Him badly ! i wanna feel YOUR presence Lord, i need YOU ! really, really I DO !~
in me there's no real happiness except wad u've given to me ! bless me =))
♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:00 PM