YAY ! i've got a sister ! hahas . i love yaya . but not forgetting her sister olivia . i love her too . todae nth much lars . got badminton training . den coach nv come mahs . so i need to take over everything . hahas . too stress den cry . really stress lars . hais . is like we got 2 captains and i'm de one taking charge and doing everything lars . no one is helping me and someone is really hors ... dunno wad to sae lars . den de sec one boys give instructions liaow ask dem to do dey bargain den de worst is cheng kai is so ............ and i shouted at him lars . sorry boy ... and i'm doing everything on my own and someone is like enjoying himself lors . playing cards with his dear dey all lars . he oso captain mahs . somemore more experience den me lors . WTH . he is like dun care abt de team lors . all he noe is noe how to talk onli . action ??? he did nth can ! i'm so stressed up tt i cried todae . hais . everytime training coach nv come i alwaes feel so stressed and vexed . i feel like giving up but i must hold on for de sake of de team . I MUST ! hais . but i think all of dem dun appreciate it lars . but nbm lars . i'm doing all this is becos i love it and i dun wanna lose it ... i feel like asking mdm wan to change captain but is like onli left with few months to go . i must REN ! REN till de end bahs . hais . regarding tt person ... i got nth to sae liaow . wad can i do .. i've no choice but to work on my own . but after crying and jac help me to pray, i feel better . and after i eat my dinner cum lunch bought by olivia and sam i went to play with yaya . hahas thanx gurl ! and wei qian join us too . hahas . yaya call him chicken ... LMAO .. yaya is indeed so cute lars ... den qing wen sae i stil zhang bu da .. but cannot help it lars . i'm playing with my dear sister and we're playing sand mahs . hahas . den we throw tt bottle of sand lor . and we set like rules lars . must throw within de sand compound lors . hahas . either farthest or in de middle of de sand compound . hahas . SO FUN LARS . childhood is alwaes de best . so innocent, sweet and fun . hais . how i wish we dun grow up . but is de fact we must grow . wad to do ! hahas . ok shall end here ! hehes . take care ppl ! =))

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hell0 . i'm back in action . hahas . so long nv blog liaow . LOL ! kinda bored and lazy to blog so didnt blog for few days . hahas . and i didnt go sch for like so many days . heard tt our class got one person drop to NA and i'm so scared is me . but is not me ! hahas . thank God !i'm so scared lars . then within tt period tt BILLY WONKA everytime sms me sae i wil drop to na ! but i jus dun care abt him lars . as i noe i'm can promote altho there's fear in me but i noe i can get promote . den things out to be tt billy wonka is dropping to NA . i tot is his classmates trying to crack a joke on him playing a prank on him but is not . even mrs loh sae he is going to drop . kinda sad for him tho he CURSED me tt i cant get promoted ! i guess he is feeling down now, hope he is alrite bahs ! pray hard tt he wil not drop to normal bahs .This is jus a little prayer to my frens in need and tt finding courage and strength . Father lord, u noe my prayer be4 i talk to u . u noe everything abt me and my heart . Lord, as this time when my fren is having a hard time i pray tt u wil strengthen them and give them courage to face their prob . Lord, i oso pray tt u wil be with them when they are feeling low and down and show them tt u're a living God who works in our life . Lord i lift up my frens and billy into ur hand tt u wil help them in times of need and pray for those who are sick like me, pray tt u wil heal them in the name of Jesus and Lord grant everyone peace and let them get soak in ur LOVE everydae for this i give thanks in Jesus name i pray . AMEN !

hahas . holi is boring and fun ! hahas . now is kinda boring but i guess alot of events is coming up . so rawk on to wait bahs . hahas . later going to badminton . no choice but to go . wad to do . but i really got to go lars . becos coach not coming and if he find out tt alot of us nv come trainin i think we'll going to kena another talking session with him bahs . as u can see, my coach is a ex-international player so i guess alot of de others good schools are 'digging him' wanting him so badly to go over . hahas . but i hope and i know he wun do this to us de ! i wil behave well and set a good example as i promise him . even as i'm in de midst of breaking down wanting to give up but i wil stil hold on ! I MUST HOLD ON ! jia you sophia, you can do it ! for the glory of God, u can do it ! i'm sure i can hold on ! hahas . i really miss stef and de rest in de team, becos when we are together the spirit is dere . i so love them ! now, all i can do and hope and PRAY is tt next yr wil we not get tough schools to fight along and i noe tt with our capability and our hardwork we can surpass everything and we can overcome it ! so CHRBADMINTON when u read this, look, we must be a team tt fight all the way, even if we're meeting a stronger oponent, we must stand firm and fight for every shots . i guess everyone wanna achieve something in exchange for de hardwork rite ! so all must prepare to hab a tougher training during holidaes . we must FIGHT ALL THE WAY !

kinda low this few days . dunno why . feel so empty in me, feel so thirsty i need God to feed me . thinking of going to stay at my ah ma hse for a week but i cant . training is every wed and fri . and woodlands to serangoon, serangoon to woodlans is like going to one end to another . de journey is long and training starts in de morning so means cant . but i must find time to stay at my ah ma hse . i wanna spend as much time with my grandparents as i can ! becos next yr wil be a veri busy yr for me i guess, and i wun be able to go and visit dem as often as i could so i must make up for next yr and i dun wanna regret when they're not with me . sound kinda sad here, but is de truth . frens treasure ur loved ones with u every moment and tell them how much u love them if u're shy den do it in action becos action speaks louder den words yea . wad kind of action can u do ? hmmm, as in spend more time with dem, buy food and give dem a surprise or give them a hug or a kiss ! is so sweet ! =)) so i hope all of u wil live with no regrets yea ! jia you ppl . and enjoy ur holidays . =))

GOD BLESS YA !! (^o~)y

s O ph ii a =)) <3

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