7 more days to prac, 13 more days to paper !
CRAP !!!
SOPHIA ONG U MUST DO IT THIS TIME ROUND !
chiong chiong chiong 1 more month and u're out of the game ...
u can do it u must believe that you can do it .
don be stress .
be strong and courageous !
feel the tension and fight with it !

HOSANNA - hillsongs united(all of the above)
I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes
Yeeeah

I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

[Chorus]
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest x2

I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

[Chorus]

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to Eternity

[Chorus]

x2Hosanna in the highest

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 12:40 AM

9 more days to my chem practical
oh Lord, grant me strength, wisdom, peace, and most imptly discipline to study !
i am not confident ~
phobia for not doing well again crumbles me ...
i'll try my best !
and be strong and courageous sophia ong u can do it !

been rather hyper recently .
beginning to see some change in my family .
no quarrels, no hurt, nth and i must say nth much happen this few days .
guess i've chose the right way by not talking much and bother ___ much .
its a good way not to cause any dispute tt leads to quarrels .
my dad has always been a joker .
guess with him at home during the weekdays certainly creates alot of funny and lame stuff from him .
and oh this few days both of my dogs gets along really well till these 2 days all they do it walking in and out tog and my pervertic figo keeps wanting to ____ my bitch and on the other hand tt bitch happily let him do whatever he wants -_-
rather pissed off at the both of them and at the same time they amuse me with their little actions .
how cute !
showing love in front of us makes me think of how childish and selfish human's love can be .
many things happened too but out of family context .
i shan't say anything how i feel abt bgr and all that cos i'm afraid tt i will cause myself in some hot soup cause i'm not good with 'nice wrapping' words .
maybe because many times i speak w/o thinking first and therefore i always offend ppl w/o knowing till something happens .
cant help it but i'm too straight forward i'm trying not to be too bland with words but sometimes i still fail to do so .

ytd was in the lib studying .
met kok, cm, yj and billy .
saw evelyn and her friend too C:
study till ard 7 i used kok's laptop to check something and kok told me some spicy news of his ex classmate, the one that i think its cute of cos def not eng kok chye ...
that he and his gf having cold war due to that girl's wrong doings to him .
crap, i think its way abit to poor a thing not because that he's cute or what .
his gf is a HOT STUFF labelled chick too !
her figures can makes guys all stand and even girls like me go bow wow wow !
abt what wrong doings that girl did to him i shan't reveal cause its their matter and upon hearing this spicy news suddenly i said something like, if cant commit don step into it cause it will get u nowhere ...
in a r/s, is to trust and at the same time not to do things that will break this basic trust .
its like how many r/s in this era last with TRUST in their r/s ?
if u jolly well think u cant trust then don start cause it will do u both no good, only will have endless problems to solve .
tt's something i've think abt ytd upon hearing their spicy news .
but hey both of them are good looking =D
don ask me who cause i don even know them myself .
hahahahahahahahahahahaahaahahahhahahaaahahaa C:

okay so good news for those who love western food or big eaters or botak jones' lover there's a newly opened stall at the woodgrove mall .
looking at the portion they served ytd when the guys ordered i feel like puking cos its super eerrrhhhh ...
olivia came to join us too !~
i was quite full so i didnt order those meat stuff to eat so i decided to have a caesar salad, wasn't that nice shld say not nice at all ...
but those that the guys ordered taste not tt bad but i think its salty .
oh ya recently, i think billy change alot .
like i dunno how to say it in words i think he's becoming hmmmm more and more what's that what's that ? crap i dont know how to put it in words .
like ytd, we saw a caucasian teenage girl, i tot she was quite pretty, cm said that not as pretty as he expected and when he asked billy i was shocked at wad billy replied, erms something like " i don judge "
crap he made me reflect and think that i've been rather judgemental recently ...
i cant i cant judge but yet i always do, forgive Lord .
i shall now praise everyone and not judge as much as i will like last time .

and oh this very person that i tot i cant get along with him but i tried he wasn't tt kind of person tt i tot he were and therefore i thank God that he spoke to me about him and make me walk out of my comfort zone .
but then again, i hope not, soon i think i will get very traumatised of him because he always like to scare me all of a sudden .
now is the initial state, i might think its fun and all, no hard feelings but when i sit down to think about it and if this matters prolong then i really will get very traumatised .
hopefully i can help him to stop all these stupid terrorising actions maybe through me he will realise what he is doing is really not right .
God, pls protect me cause i don wanna die so young !
and God, take away those harmful weapon that will harm the body of Christ .
and if matters prolong, pls take away this person in my life cause i don wanna go mad because of ...
i know its rather rediculous and he might not be doing all this on purpose only You know .
so pls keep me safe in Your hand, in jesus name i pray, amen !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:05 PM