THE HOTTEST GUY ON EARTH !

joscoTHAM is a HOTNESS guy !
story started like this .
while talking on msn, ask abt wad course is he in .
josco: nursing
send me a file says its his project .
and the content is abt some pregnency, i dunno, tt's wad he said .
and i actually believe him tt he's in nursing .
sophia: cool, i want to go ite to take up hair styling course but my mom dont allow
blahblahblah
josco: beauty therapy babes are WALA!
josco: my course also .
josco: and sports management
sophia: cool, sports management sounds GREAT !
josco: and MULTIMEDIA also got hot guys
blahblahblah
josco: actually i'm not in nursing, THAT's a JOKE !
sophia: FWAHAHAHAHAHA ! ur joke are so funny eh -_-
sophia: so wad u take ?
show me some link and guess wad ???!!!!
HE'S in MULTIMEDIA and HE's one of th HOT GUYS there !!!
cool hur, joscoTHAM HOTNESS MAN !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 10:52 PM

just some thoughts tt i wanna pen down here .
pen-ed on 21 jan 2oo7

actually i've been struggling with alot of things .
be it my own prob, family, church, friends, ppl i cherish, its like nothing is going very well .
no one knows how hard i've fell the other time(not literally falling onto the ground, another meaning) it saddens me with the truth .
truth that i know but i dont wish to hear, truth that are too BIG tt i dont have the courage to face .
what is the truth ?
have u been truthful to me ?
i always trusted u, no matter how bad ppl commended abt u i just cant help to nod and say hmmm maybe, not sure .
i'm really stucked in the middle .
i thought u are my true friend, i thought i can and maybe u can tell be things that are true .
i guess, right from the start, u are nv true to yourself .
and then of coz, u cant be true to me .
had quite some talk last night, im sorry bud for tellin the truth to her .
cause i'm stuck !

i'm recovering from the fall slowly, bit by bit .
but i still feel the hurt, the hurt u caused in me .
i dont know how to face u, even myself and the rest involved .
i was in dillemma whether i shld just close my eyes abt this, but God always give me a hit on the other side when i wanna run away from it .
maybe i'm not strong enough, strong enough to understand and face the truths .
i was all alone .
during this period, our r/s strained and sour .
its never the same again .
i dont know how to approach you to tell u that this and that u're doing is wrong .
i'm afraid tt u will feel the other way .

i dont know how to start the race from the pit at work stop .
is like after few rounds of track, something in me break down .
i have to stop at the pit at work stop to change everything .
but even when i'm ready, i should have already forget how to start the race again .

maybe u've learnt alot through all these and i learnt something out of it too .
we never know what's our weaknesses when we never fall for it once .
and sometimes, ppl fall for it more than once !
why ?
i dont know .

God really tells me alot of things through this .
being calculative is never part of love .
when i ask God, how to love ?
he showed me the cross and said: THIS MUCH !(repeated several times) this much i love you and when you know the truth and u know how i love u, GO and LOVE .
i teared badly !!!

ABBA, ABBA, ABBA !
tt's how i cried for u when i was in pain .
i could feel ur warmth over me when i seek u .
u told me wonders and i'm really grateful .
thanks for being there for me each time when i seek u .
how high and how wide, how deep and how long, how sweet and how strong is YOUR LOVE !

i wont let this hinder my walk and my own personal worship with you, LORD !~

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 3:49 AM

HOHOHO !!!

well, recently i encounter alot of weirdies .
someone tag my blog, say wanna be my fren and i'm v pretty .
and i agree tt i'm pretty i know tt hahahahahahahahahahahaha !
and someone msg me on frenster .
ask me for no and email add .
LOL !
i dun like all these luh .
troublesome u know .
and i dun have the RUSH to meet BOY-frens and then get into a relationship yet .
wanna focus on the MOST important things =DD

still looking for jobs .
not in the hurry also but i need money cos no allowance =(

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:23 PM

HELLO !

dont know wad to blog abt .
just wanna blog and keep the blog updated .
found a new job !
has not yet started working but yup, SOON !
and i'll wont be carrying the begger TITLE !
haha !
hopefully, it'll be a fun experience ?!

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:18 PM