LMAO ! jus got home CAN ! den is like not veri tired lars . despite not slping well for like these twu weeks ! is like so tired lors . but dunno why so energetic now lars . hahas . jus got home aftert such a long dae . hahas . wear uniform de whole dae lars . is like so dirty and smelly can ! hahs . my sch operate like more than 1/3 of de 24 hours ! hahas . lol . alreadi takes up my time of slping le ! todae chem paper stil ok but alot of mistake lars . tts for sure de ! so careless lars me alwaes so careless . hope can pass chem this time . so wun feel dui bu qi to kelvin ! hahas . feel veri sad for kai hong and his mom lars . kai hong dunno how to cherish his mom and his mom is like so worried for her boy ! hais if my mom is this good i sure wil cherish her . not saying my mom is bad lars . but is jus tt his mom is really super duper good lors . and auntie is like her health not very good de, her face veri pale, i veri worry for kai hong tt when 1 dae auntie collapse den he realise tt he shld hab cherish her den is like too late . and i'm afraid tt kai hong wil become more zi bi lars . hais . dunno wad to do oso . and now my family is like so apart lars . no more like last time . i felt so left out by my parents ! hais but nbm lars . i wil stil be as cheerful as ever but altho is like quite upset deep down in my heart .. nobody knows onli God noe ... hahas . i must place Him first in my life ! i need Him badly ! i wanna feel YOUR presence Lord, i need YOU ! really, really I DO !~


in me there's no real happiness except wad u've given to me ! bless me =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:00 PM

so TIRED ! hais . todae maths paper is a goner ! despite bro cum teacher(kelvin) come down to teach me and some of us but i stil cant do it well ! hais . felt abit useless and dui bu qi him lehs ! but i dun think he mind lars ! he is so gentleman, kind and good can ! hahas . anw really wanna thank him for coming down ! tmr chem paper . jus come home . met Kelvin jus now lars . den he teach me and olivia maths lars ! olivia dont u agree kelvin my teacher is good ?! so gentleman can wun throw thantrum and wun like sae ppl de ! not like those guys tt we noe ! all SO CHILDISH ! todae had quite alot of fun with my bitch lars . we look at all the staff in sch photo den down dere luffing and luffing den we like mo qi da kao yan lidat ! hahas . den alot of funni thing lars . hahas . den after tt borrow basket ball den play awhile lors . after tmr i'm free ! hahas . DNT i wanna get TSRIF ! hehes . so tired can ! last time no dark rings de now quite dark le . is like getting darker and darker ! hais . new breed of panda lars ! hahas . den nth much todae lors . crap alot on sch ! den de guys kick soccer, den as usual stil as noisy as be4 den joash and weiqian 'having affairs' in de court . eventually joash stil as horny as ever den he even wan to FCUK wei qian with his pants on ! and he did tt kind of action ! c'mon SUCK can ! so er lars . tho he can shake well ! hahas . i named him ricky martin . so i guess sam need to change boyfriend liaow ! hahas . joash is really disgusting lars . den nth lors . stil as usual lars me . stil as sians as vexed as upset ... been searching alot ... finding wad went wrong ... i miss my grandparents . so long nv go visit dem le . i think i'm veri infillial . i dun wish my grandfather to lie on bed forever and dun rmb me ! so SAD can ! this saddens me =( i hope God is doing de rest ! all i can do is pray ! pls LORD ! i lift him up to YOU ! . ok going to slp soon later stil wanna wake up at 4 to study chem ! hahas . lol . kids tt are mugging do jia you ! study hard persevere ! all the way ! press on ! keep all of u in prayers ! =))


LORD, do sumthing to me, pls ! mould me, help me, ans me, and FORGIVE me ! =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:55 PM

jus came home from school and is like so tired CAN ! in ten mins time going out again to eat and study and meet my teacher kelvin ! he so so so nice CAN ! he's de best teacher and bro lars ! love him so much and Him tt he place such a good bro in my life lars ! hahas . so grateful CAN ! jus hope that i can do de maths this time round bahs ! so wun waste his effort and my time to study ! maths is my sure must study sub lars ! de interest tt i have for maths is like growing lors ! and getting more and more le ! so hope everything turns out fine and i alwaes believe this saying: you reap wad you sow ! so wad now ! is to sow harder den can sow a rich harvest lars ! hehes !~ . gotta go le ... maybe blog again later when i'm having my study break bahs ! hahas . tata =)) God bless !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:00 AM

LOL ! now the time is 6.30 hahas . woke up at 5.10 to study ! but too bad phy jus cant get into my brain ! how sad ! maybe i m not a phy person bahs ! LOL ! phy suck like hell CAN ! who cares aniw i've got f9 for my CA2 le . even if this time pass oso wont push up much ! so prepare to slp later ! hahas . olivia too . we both gonna flunk phy ! hahas . sad for our phy teacher lars ! lol . ok going to sch alreadi ! come back den blog again but maybe onli lars ! hahas . see how lors .. tmr maths lehs .. veri important to me but i think i wil flunk it again noe why ??? becos is my form teacher set de and she set de alwaes very diff CAN ! mid yr she set de i like got 20 plus over 1oo ! how sad CAN ! hahas . buais . go sch liaow =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:37 PM

hahas . jus woke up lors . nothing much . becos sam ask me to post so i post lors . hahas . lol . she helped me alot with this blog thingy lars . hahas . i noe nuts about this kind of thing de . hahas . but i've got a nice blog i love it alot is so nice can . i choose de blogskin myself den de rest she do de . hahas . lol . hardworks does pay ... i love de blogskin lars . hahas . first time saw it den : 'ohhh this is the one' is so nice can . de color combi so nice . and is so me lars . hahas . so i choose this lars . i didnt choose those cartoon de becos i think hors ... dun suit me lars . not becos act cute or wad . but jus dun suit me . actually wanted to choose a footprint de . a girl on de sand den got her footprints de . i like tt story abt footprints de . guess most of u dunno wad i'm toking abt . since i've got nothing to post ... then i tell u all the story lors . hehes .

THE FOOTPRINT
actually this story depicts about a picture jus imagine it urself, a man in a dessert with on his small footprint . then God comes into the pic then tt man say he is carrying a heavy burden . but God ask him not to fear . lift up the burden to him and it shall be more light . then the pic become two footprints because God carry him and carry on with the journey .
HAHAS . actually hors . dun really rmb this story lars . onli few parts ... but nbm i wil go check out den arhs post it again ! footprint is a really touching a nice story ! hahas .

tmr got phy ... sians . i think tt is sure fail de lors . hais . wad to do ... nv listen in class . later need to find help liaow ... hahas ... who can help me nehs ... hmmm ... thinking ... hais ... forget it lars ! argghhh physics SCUK CANN !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 2:55 PM

going to slp soon . hahas . afternoon went to cwp wif olivia to study . but until now stil haben study ! hais sians CAN ! waking up at 4 plus 5 so later den read thru all this lors . wad to do ? hais . so sians CAN !

my eye is so sore now lars . jus cry out to God ! been keeping things to myself and nv tell Him . cannot take it animore ! hahas . den after crying out ... felt better le . is true God ia my REFUGE and STRENGTH ! no doubt abt it ! hahas . jus hope tt He wil ans my prayer and forgive all my sins ! Thank you LORD ! =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:16 PM

arghhh . why lidat de . keep changing but stil cant make it rite . i guess need sam de help liaow . lol . is going to be 3 in de morning . hahas . go slp liaow . good nitez ! =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 2:54 AM

teeheee . got new blog liaow ... thanx to sam ... hahas . actually didnt wanna have a blog of my own . but sam request to have one den oso she wil help me with it den why not ... hahas ... todae is a damn boring dae lars . hahas . shag at home ... doing nth ... watch tv ... play com ... sms my teacher ... arrange to have tuition ... hahas . lol ... i'm going to flunk my EOY liaow ! sians . pray hard wun drop to normal acad ! hais . sians lars . wad to do ... student life ... 4 more papers to go and these 4 SUB is my weakest SUb of all . maths, chem, phy and DNT ... oh my TIAN who can help me ! i feel like dying cann !... =( but no matter wad i noe God is always with me, giving me HOPE, WISDOM and STRENGTH !


hehes . best is tmr dun hab to go sch ... hahas ... onli those geog student got to go back sch ! hahas . lol . how sad huh ? but tmr is a day i gotta study lars . phy on tues . i think i going to flunk it lars . i noe nuts abt phy and want me to take de paper ? my Goodness . as well as me to see de wall in front of me and bang against IT ! LOL ! it is so rediculous but TRUE CAN ! hais . phy, phy, phy ... hais sians ! wad to do ... eat the paper on tues ? wad ii can do now is to pray hard and study hard lors . hope can do the paper well bahs ... hahas ... this time is mr seah set de maybe not very diff to do lors .


wed is maths !~ sians . maths is killing my brain cells CANN ! and this time is my form teacher set de . wad the .... more chiam can ! hahas . will fail like nv fail be4 bahs . hahas . sum more with past years work ! my TIAN . last yr and de yr be4 i was like enjoying life lars . either go sch late pr dun go sch den nv study ... all i noe is crap and slack ! so wad now ? wan me to recap and study past yrs works ? might as well as me to die lars ! hahas ! hope tt i can pass every sub lors . aver. can le ! but i dun think this is possible ! hahas . lol .


one and de last thing is abt POA ! this time my A1 is gone but as i always say ... A1 take until sians liaow . and BINGO this time really no more A1 le ... yeah ! hahas .. lol . i must be crazy lars . hahas . hope wun get very low bahs . even the mcq qns is like all tikam tikam do de lors . close my eyes and point at which one means is de ans ... hahas ... lol ... my frens even want to use rubber as a dice CANN ! hahas . lol . we must be crazy lars . but afterall, wad done cannot be undone . how i wish i can live my life in 2005 again ! hais ...

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 12:26 AM

LOL first time posting here . TESTING TESTING ONLI !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 3:25 PM