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Friday, March 16, 2007
YOOHOO !i'm going to zoo later by the grace of mandy !
sure will have fun and photos to be upload here =D
stay tune !
♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 12:50 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
im troubled with alot of things =(things unsolved and problems comes in one by one .
even my gan di *** **** !
i feel very helpless when i've come to this extend with NO NO NO solution !
i hope he wont lay his hands on drugs !
tt's the worst Worst WOrst WORst WORSt WORST situation i wanna see it happening .
smoking still acceptable, of coz i hope he can stop !
i need more time thinking and yes bendan say don think too much if not got white hair .
i've got no choice .
if i have a choice i would want my hair in stripes of purple and green(ok not funny)
sometimes i wonder if God is right behind me pushing me to move on, and i was wrong tt hes not there .
partially may be didnt pray enough !
but sometimes when u're in a crucial moment u wont have the mentally to ; eh stop, i need to pray first !
but of coz i've got so much time in the world to think and thus i dont have the excuse to say i don have time to pray .
i feel like crying for all these matters, but somehow my tears cant flow .
somehow i feel strong to face and even talk abt all these things .
of coz not all things are bad for me .
at least surrounding there's some things i can be proud and say good move, good job !
i'm fed up with alot of things that just come by ur way and day to make u waiver ur thoughts abt ur fellow christians .
sometimes i see christians as hyprocrites .
their words are LOUDER than actions .
but the saying is "actions speaks LOUDER than words" !
of coz by saying this, i'm not pointing at anyone .
becos i myself belong to the 'christians' category .
sometimes there's no righteousness in me .
i waiver alot, always get carried by the wind, words, ppl and stuff .
i dont like the feeling when i'm feeling lousy, helpless and sometimes hopeless .
when problems stood by my way, i feel like i've lost my faith in God, trusting God tt he can help me through !
i guess my gan pa is right, i'm those kind of person who work alone when i think its right and i need to learn how to trust God .
but may be i've got no trust in trust !
as somebody like somehow break my promise times and again !
i am prideful, self-centered and maybe somebody tt are over confident at times, and things happened to test me on how i react to things .
its like Christians are one body in Christ eg; i'm like the leg tt doesn't wanna move and u will hinder the rest of the body .
at least i know what is submissive .
i'll just try to always do the listening than talking .
i always do what i think is right, i always say what i hear from others and not myself , i always judge someone badly thinking tt i'm perfect in the past .
ive learnt my lesson through the gang .
i ask myself, why i'll get the influence thing when i hear from them too much and nv think of what i think be4 i make judgement .
no one is perfect but we're aiming to be perfect like Christ .
i dont know, i really dont know what's going through in me !
i never have this kind of feelings before, this strange feelings .
♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 4:49 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i dont know why, i just dont feel right !help me God !
♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:41 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
hohohoho !
i'm back from chalet and birthday party !
promise to blog so here i am !
starting from:
thursday 08-03-2007
reached there ard 5 plus ?
then took out all the dvds i brought to the chalet .
we watched apocalypto !
its a very nice movie i can say as mel gibson always do a good job in those disgusting scene .
eat, celebrate the march babies' birthday, crap, drink abit and sleep !
friday 09-03-2007
woke up at 9 plus .
brush teeth as cant get back to slp due to the level of noise .
th guys booking and organising soccer and courts .
they went to play from 10 plus 11 to 1 plus, i think ?
so i went to slp when everyone is gone with the wind .
LOL !
they came back, make a din and i finally wake up .
so most of them went to take a dip in the pool .
left with ben, cleon, boon chye, sui xiong and wei liang in the chalet .
so suggested to bowl .
bath, eat chicken pattys and we left !
played one game with cleon first, sui xiong and wei liang went to play pool first .
after one game of bowling, we waited for th 2 of them to finish playing he pool and so they joined us .
played another 2 games with them, so total i bowled 3 games .
went back to the chalet, help to prepare some food den start fire .
bbq abit .
half time, and start fire again .
bbq again .
went to bowl after tt ard 9 plus with adam, qingwen .
bowled 5 games this time .
went back and drink after tt .
drink and talk crap till 4 plus and we went to bed to sleep after tt .
saturday 10-03-2007
wake up at 9 .
wash up, bath, packed and left !
went to eat at th poolside cafe .
saw a cab and then cabbed to church and reached ard 11 plus 12 .
cg, service and then dinner at us .
after tt followed irene to it fair and then yiyuan's hse .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM ON THIS DAY !
sleep in his guest's room .
it was so nice and grand luh his hse .
our room is like hotel's room altho its small !
and shared room with eileen and stella .
talked alot and till 5 AM in the morning .
so its like very early and we have to wake up early too for sports sunday !
wake up ard 8 .
wash up and packed .
and GOSH !
from his house to the bus stop outside it was so far that we walked for ard 30 mins ?!
maybe also due to the really slow walking !
hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaa !
sunday 11-03-2007
reached school at ard 9 plus 10 ?
den played some games .
talked to joe .
teared as he always know me so well !
wanted to play another game with yi jun and ju de but due to the time we had, so i didnt played with them !
bathed and went to eat at cwp !
eat then we left early than marcus, kin peng, sharity and vic .
coz they going to watch movie .
then i followed, tingyi bendan NO.1, rong hao, lam di,mao mao and alvin to play pool .
but they wanna go paya laber there to play and i was like -_- how far from my territory to tt place .
so i suggested them to dhoby ghaut, park lane to play cos i'm above 16 .
help them open a table and treat them to play .
after that went to dhoby's arcade to slack .
and was thinking where to have dinner and alvin wanna go home rest and rong hao too .
so i was like making fun of rong hao and i pretend to be really angry with him .
LOL ~
so the rest of us went to eat kobanyashi at cine .
oh ya, evelyn came to meet us at park lane .
so we eat at kobanyashi and sit there for a while .
and walked to take train .
so evelyn and i decided to sit to marina bay and then go back to woodlands from there .
shawn, maomao and tingyi followed all the way to marina and i was like eh, i tot u all go down from cityhall ?
and guess wad ?
maomao suggested that they shall take from marina to jurong and frm there take bus home ?
and i was like ?
HUR !
tt's really far from home !
and tingyi was playing with my phone and was trying to take our photos with the shutter sound and of coz we know tt he's doing it !
after tt, i gt back my phone and i whisper to evelyn tt we fake looking at the phone and i take his picture .
LOL !
so i silent mode my phone and i took his pic !
and i started laughing at him being a bendan, i named him NO.1 bendan .
sent him his pic thru mms .
reached home and then i msg him if he can receive the photo and he said he cant .
so i was like -_-
and thru this i become bendan NO.2 ~
LMAO !
but its ok .
somebody out there is more bendan than me !
LOL !
i'm back from chalet and birthday party !
promise to blog so here i am !
starting from:
thursday 08-03-2007
reached there ard 5 plus ?
then took out all the dvds i brought to the chalet .
we watched apocalypto !
its a very nice movie i can say as mel gibson always do a good job in those disgusting scene .
eat, celebrate the march babies' birthday, crap, drink abit and sleep !
friday 09-03-2007
woke up at 9 plus .
brush teeth as cant get back to slp due to the level of noise .
th guys booking and organising soccer and courts .
they went to play from 10 plus 11 to 1 plus, i think ?
so i went to slp when everyone is gone with the wind .
LOL !
they came back, make a din and i finally wake up .
so most of them went to take a dip in the pool .
left with ben, cleon, boon chye, sui xiong and wei liang in the chalet .
so suggested to bowl .
bath, eat chicken pattys and we left !
played one game with cleon first, sui xiong and wei liang went to play pool first .
after one game of bowling, we waited for th 2 of them to finish playing he pool and so they joined us .
played another 2 games with them, so total i bowled 3 games .
went back to the chalet, help to prepare some food den start fire .
bbq abit .
half time, and start fire again .
bbq again .
went to bowl after tt ard 9 plus with adam, qingwen .
bowled 5 games this time .
went back and drink after tt .
drink and talk crap till 4 plus and we went to bed to sleep after tt .
saturday 10-03-2007
wake up at 9 .
wash up, bath, packed and left !
went to eat at th poolside cafe .
saw a cab and then cabbed to church and reached ard 11 plus 12 .
cg, service and then dinner at us .
after tt followed irene to it fair and then yiyuan's hse .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM ON THIS DAY !
sleep in his guest's room .
it was so nice and grand luh his hse .
our room is like hotel's room altho its small !
and shared room with eileen and stella .
talked alot and till 5 AM in the morning .
so its like very early and we have to wake up early too for sports sunday !
wake up ard 8 .
wash up and packed .
and GOSH !
from his house to the bus stop outside it was so far that we walked for ard 30 mins ?!
maybe also due to the really slow walking !
hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaa !
sunday 11-03-2007
reached school at ard 9 plus 10 ?
den played some games .
talked to joe .
teared as he always know me so well !
wanted to play another game with yi jun and ju de but due to the time we had, so i didnt played with them !
bathed and went to eat at cwp !
eat then we left early than marcus, kin peng, sharity and vic .
coz they going to watch movie .
then i followed, tingyi bendan NO.1, rong hao, lam di,mao mao and alvin to play pool .
but they wanna go paya laber there to play and i was like -_- how far from my territory to tt place .
so i suggested them to dhoby ghaut, park lane to play cos i'm above 16 .
help them open a table and treat them to play .
after that went to dhoby's arcade to slack .
and was thinking where to have dinner and alvin wanna go home rest and rong hao too .
so i was like making fun of rong hao and i pretend to be really angry with him .
LOL ~
so the rest of us went to eat kobanyashi at cine .
oh ya, evelyn came to meet us at park lane .
so we eat at kobanyashi and sit there for a while .
and walked to take train .
so evelyn and i decided to sit to marina bay and then go back to woodlands from there .
shawn, maomao and tingyi followed all the way to marina and i was like eh, i tot u all go down from cityhall ?
and guess wad ?
maomao suggested that they shall take from marina to jurong and frm there take bus home ?
and i was like ?
HUR !
tt's really far from home !
and tingyi was playing with my phone and was trying to take our photos with the shutter sound and of coz we know tt he's doing it !
after tt, i gt back my phone and i whisper to evelyn tt we fake looking at the phone and i take his picture .
LOL !
so i silent mode my phone and i took his pic !
and i started laughing at him being a bendan, i named him NO.1 bendan .
sent him his pic thru mms .
reached home and then i msg him if he can receive the photo and he said he cant .
so i was like -_-
and thru this i become bendan NO.2 ~
LMAO !
but its ok .
somebody out there is more bendan than me !
LOL !
and here i'm ending with bendan NO.1 tingyi's photo =D♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:24 PM
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