I IS HAPPY =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:10 AM

I IS IN PAIN NOW !
I FEEL LIKE CRYING, BITING, SHOUTING and BANGING WALL !
GASTRIC GASTRIC GASTRIC !
IS KILLING ME NOW !


BOOHOOHOO =((

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 10:38 PM

I IS COOL WITH THE LABORATORY GOGGLES :):):)
WE IS COOL WITHT TH GOGGLES !!!
OUR CREATION OF COLOURS =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:33 PM

just came back from school =))
very long day .
very tired !
but I IS HAPPY !
*LAUGHS*
why happy ?
dont know .
just cant find any reasons to be sad =))
i'm always GAY !
very hard to get angry for the whole day unless I IS REALLY ANGRY .
>:
alright after a long day, we have chemistry practical .
FUN but troublesome =X
took pictures today .
will post later .
what a short post today .
i shall post my timetable in school today .
LOL !
Morning assmebly
PE
Chemistry
Recess
Literature
Maths
Physics
Assembly or Contact time .
today is HOT !


DEXTER CHIN STOP MESSING MY HAIR !
I IS UNHAPPY ABOUT IT ! =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 4:57 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcofZqccSQA

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:07 PM

CONGRATS TO ALL THE TOP 20 !
oh and all the way 4e3 idol !
all of us make it to the next round !
its like YAYNESS !
i'm so happy for all of us(more for u all luh)

JIA YOU !
GO GO GO !
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:41 PM

THIS IS MY BEST PHOTO WITH SAM !
TRYING TO BE FUNNY !!!!
CHARLES' ANGEL ? PRESENTING TO YOU ! THE THREE MUSKETEERS !
I LOVE THIS PIC TOO ! i like the effect but i dont rmb setting any .
SISTER AND ME :)) moles ? NO NO NO !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:26 PM

back from school .
quite fast fluh today pass .
but i'm tired .
suffered from insomnia .
must be from mei ting fluh .

alway been telling me she got insomnia then now i got the illness already .

LAUGHS :D

she pass it to me .

anw today quite fun fluh .
took quite alot of pictures today .
will post later at night .
and during dnt class, because got few of us drop so we can stay in class and do things we want fluh .
LAUGHS :D
we talk alot .
talk about trips to overseas i think .
talk about many many things .
than sudd we talk about jelly fish .
den dexter told us very funny thing .
his bro mistaken jellyfish as plastic bag .
LAUGH LIKE MAD !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

then after school, went to canteen sit awhile .
brendon come find me wanted to pass me key but i didnt take becos i dunno wad time we going home .
while later, decided to go home .
den ask ard if they saw my bro .
*skip parts of it*

saw mr david .
den he ask, why are u all here ?
soPHIA : i looking for my bro .
mrDAVID : who is ur bro ?
soPHIA : brendon ong .
mrDAVID ; brendon? ah BRENDON .
soPHIA : ah what ?
mrDAVID : which one arhs ?
soPHIA : eric ong also my bro .
mrDAVID : which eric ? eric ong who . oh . the basketball one arhs . the captain .
soPHIA : YA FLOR
*here comes my bro*
soPHIA : deh this one flor .
mrDAVID : how come so diff one ?
soPHIA : huh ? who and who diff ?
mrDAVID : no i mean, how come brendon so diff from both of you and eric ? both of u captain but he nothing .
soPHIA : ya . LAUGHS LOUDLY .
mrDAVID : *lookatbrendon* ok then u shall be my captain for lower sec tarf club .
oh did i mention tt my bro going to tarf club tt's why he pass me the key .
soPHIA : LAUGHS hard !
mrDAVID : since both ur bro and sis are captain and u're not i shall make u my captain for lower sec .
soPHIA : FWAH like that also can .
mrDAVID : can . *tellbrendon* from now on u wil be my captain . u cannot skip ur session . if not u wil be punish 3 times as hard .
soPHIA : LAUGHS NONSTOP !

take key then walk back home .
saw Chrbadminton doing their running .
LOL .
so stop and cheer for everyone then went home .
what a fun day !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 4:01 PM

FWAH !
BLACK MORNING !
i'm going to school now .
the sky is so dark now .
super cooling, should i say cold ?
LOL !
and and and and and i'm wearing slipper !
TEEHEE !
shall blog more when i come home later :):):)
I IS COLD !
brrrrrrrrrrrrr
zOOoOOOoOooOm to school le
*ah lian language*
wOrxXxXxxZzZZzSSsSSs
LAUGHS :D

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 6:52 AM

just came back from cwp .
had lunch with ju and vic .
then pelyn, shaun and jolene came .
pelyn wanted to buy hi card .
but dear, no one brought their ic out .
sad .
so she have to wait till tmr to get her 9000 sms free .
LOL .
its like 9000 .
i think my hand wil rot after using it .
and my dear pelyn say wont =X
alright, i'm so happy for her .
she's well again .
no more torturing herself .
NO MORE U SEE THIS !!!!!
everyone is so worried for you pls ...
so next time no more torturing of urself alright ?
faints she lost 2 kg after that .
girl, u gotta put on tt 2, u're alr so small yea !
take good care of urself alright !
my precious cutie .
pelynTAN is SO CUTE !
i swear !


i'm like so full after my meal !
alright seems like i've been constantly blogging for these few days .
good achievement ?
LMAO !


anw today is the last day of audition for Chridol !
hope andy,zm and nic wil get in .
as for me, didnt really wanna join, my heart wasnt there .
if i didnt get into the second round its ok man =))
i prefer supporting !
GOGOGO 4e3 CHRIDOL !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:20 PM

the world are changing .
so rediculously .
now even a pri school kid knows how to get into relationship .
doing things they are not suppose to do .
i've read alot about this and find that the world are changing so fast without no one realising it .
i've even heard about stories like girl masturbating herself in class .
i wonder if they parent teach them the right thing ?
and if the world still continue to allow this kind of things to happen den earth is not a place for humans .
WHY ?
because all our doings are no much better than animals .


then people wil start to ask:
FWAH !
really mehs .
we got like that mehs .


even our language consists of words like meh, mah etc .
even this is called singlish but sounds like animals, dont u think so ?


so people buck up and be the real human !!!

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:54 PM

today school quite fun .
everything goes well .
was late for school today .
like duh, becos samantha, olivia, evelyn and me are having mac's breakfast .
so we cabbed to school after that .
walked in becos the uncle so nice =)
love him luh .
LOL .
i was wearing my red slipper .
=X
reached school, sent evelyn up to her class den climb up den i went to fill my bottle with water, sam and olivia went to the toilet .
bell rang, means cheena lesson over .
so went to prayer hub for eng lecture .
after tt recess .
so full after breakfast and so didnt go for recess .
LOL .
after recess was maths period .
followed by english tutorial lesson and then POA !
i manage to sit down and finish my POA paper !
SO PROUD OF MYSELF !
LOL .
i'm like so serious for POA for the first tIme in my sec 4 year .
then i've created a new name for my cute girl .
CRAZY FROG !
presenting our class chairman, CRAZY FROG !
ding ding ding dang dang ding ding ding DANG DANG DANG...

after school, went home to change and then gO back to school for badminton training .
help coach to train the juniors .
LOL .
but i swear my bosy is slightly aching .
LAO LE .
must really gO back more frequently .
i don wanna lose the feel and touch .
woohoo wish me luck ppl i'm gonna have bad aching soon .
see that BAD !



NICHOLAS NG JUN HAO !
GOOD LUCK FOR TMR'S AUDITION .
IF U BELIEVE U CAN, U CAN !
JIA YOU MY CHR IDOL !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:15 PM

finally, i know who is the 'whoami' in friendster .
is one of jason and raymond's friend .
guess it long ago .
got a instinct tt this person sort of related to the both of them .
and guess wad, he initiatively ask if he can come my church .
i'm like so surprise and happy .
like duh !
everyone can come my church .

he add me in msn with a made up acc .
the most rediculous part is guess wad is his email ?
guesswhoiampls@hotmail.com .
LMAO!
ok tt's not his real msn acc tt he often use .
but the truth is he's a monster .
just like jason and raymond .
trying to irritate and annoy me .
but now jason and raymond seldom do it .
but this time is him .
LOL .
he tried to annoy me but he failed .
then he ask why ?
den i replied, i wont get annoy by u now or even later until i slp .
den he say tmr morning u wil .
den i know tt he gOt my no .
den i faster sms raymond ask him not to give him my no but i was too late .
after that i convinced him to stop and so he stop .
LOL .
and he asked .
can we be friends ?
i said, duh . everyone can be my friend .
but at least i can stop guessing .
and i've got one more friend .
LOL .
think positively .
God is trying to challenge me again .
sending one more guy to test my patience and now i've got 3 .
way to go !
i will make it !
i will fight the battle and win it with a graceful victory !
i mean it .
i gonna win them to God with love and patience .
i can do it !
JIA YOU !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:26 PM

i think our relationship is not as good as be4 .
i think times spent together really prove everything .
ever since i've been a Dm i lost alot of things .
alot than i thought .
but what can i do ?
coach once told me .
leaders and Dm(future leader) have to give up alot of things have to make a lot of sacrifice .
but if this makes me sacrifice my friendship i wil not want it .
but God never give up on me many times how am i possible to give up on just one thing tt i treasure ?
God treasure His son, Jesus Christ too .
i'm sorry Lord tt i've made this decision and make this statement at first .
but now i'm not going to give up my plans u have for me .
i'm gonna press on no matter wad .
time wil prove everything .
i hope the friendship i have wil not just becos of this i have to let go .
i must learn how to cling on .
but this seems to be very difficult .
many times, i feel like breaking dowm .
all the coldness and attitude .
but wad can i do ?
i noe sometimes is my fault maybe more of the time .
but i really treasure our friendship .
i really do .
i'm tt kind of person tt bottoms down all my feelings .
not even to God i'll tell him personally .
but i must learn .
to speak it out .
it sounds ironic becos i'm a person tt is quite vocal .
but sometimes when things turn out to be not the way i used to think i wil avoid .
and thus i dont speak out .
i must learn how to talk things out to the person .
i must learn not to bottom up all my feelings .
i must learn not to give up easily on God's purpose .
many times, i'm so focus on God's work tt i forgot about my friends .
many times, i'm so focus on God's work tt i forgot about myself and my pain .
many times, i'm so focus on God's work tt i forgot about my family .
many times, i'm so focus on God's work tt i forgot about spending time with God .
i need to repent .
i really need to repent .
i'm losing the first love i have for Him soon if i continue to live my life this way !
i do not want it to happen !
but nevertheless, i'm happy to see the new comers in church are growing !
spiritually growing !
thanks be to God .



THANKS IRENE FOR TALKING TO ME LAST NIGHT !
ILOVEYOU !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:28 PM