WOOOOOOLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA !
SHIOK for the first time this week .
went back home early and i slept for 7 plus hours for a nap .
i'm a pig, yes yes .

FWAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA !
i'm not moody, i've got enough slp .
i'm not upset because i'm released .


I FEEL GOOD !
enough slp brightens my day !
heh .


God has been awesome and GOOD all the time =))
speak to me with this book, Heaven is so real .
shall not go in details .
GOD LOVES ME AND YOU !
and how about you ?
your love for HIM ?
He wants to love you even more .
make this step of faith to accept Him into ur life ?
and sincerely wanna know Him more, He wil show u things and ur life wil never be the same again .
somehow wanna share this song with all of you .
keep running in my mind .
this verses keep flashing on my mind .
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say,
But I'll never be the same because
He changed my life when He became…
Everything to me!
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history.
He's the air that I breathe,
The water I thirst for,
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me!

when He's everything to u, ur life wil be changed .
TRUST ME !
its totally so TRUE !
God works in my life .
everyone lives .


I WANNA GO BADMINTON CAMP !
going to nego with coach tmr .
at least let me go on sat after church .
drive me down .
one stone kill 2 birds lor .
drive me down for camp also means he drive me home .
why lehs ?
becos my hse is just opp my sch .
COOL RIGHT ?
dont be jealous =)
cal AKA the commandant nv add in camp fire for the schedule lor .
i shall make another schedule for him to reference .
LOL !
BLESSED WEEKENDS EVERYONE !
CHEERS =)))))


I MISS shopping at EBASE !
ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
stupid IP ZONE, of all place why change to cwp .
=(((((((((

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 10:22 PM

sometimes i feel helpless, hopeless and even liveless .
i feel like breaking down every now and then .
i'm weak but my God is strong !
talk to God in the library today as i cant focus well with my physics .
cried badly, bitterly, whatever u call it .
had a fight with my bro last night .
many things just flash back from the BACK of my head .
issues on friendships, relationships and things that when thinking its bad enough for me .
its like, so many things had happen, the one and only one always now and then there for me was God .
but yet i've neglected him for quite some time .
whenever i feel helpless, i cant be of good cheer .
i can give advice and ask them to heed it but i'm deaf to my sayings .
but reasurrance was there, God is everywhere and was there for me all the time .
i wil get over it and lift it up to the Lord .


Father Lord, here i am once again, i wanna lift up all my worries, burdens, loads that are hidden in my heart for a long time to YOU .
only You i can find release, only you i can soar like a eagle, only you can help me .
You speak to me with a verse: I lift my eyes to the hills -- where does my hope come from ? My hope comes from the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and earth Psalm 121:1-2 !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:31 PM

sometimes i feel helpless, hopeless and even liveless .
i feel like breaking down every now and then .
i'm weak but my God is strong !
talk to God in the library today as i cant focus well with my physics .
cried badly, bitterly, whatever u call it .
had a fight with my bro last night .
many things just flash back from the BACK of my head .
issues on friendships, relationships and things that when thinking its bad enough for me .
its like, so many things had happen, the one and only one always now and then there for me was God .
but yet i've neglected him for quite some time .
whenever i feel helpless, i cant be of good cheer .
i can give advice and ask them to heed it but i'm deaf to my sayings .
but reasurrance was there, God is everywhere and was there for me all the time .
i wil get over it and lift it up to the Lord .


Father Lord, here i am once again, i wanna lift up all my worries, burdens, loads that are hidden in my heart for a long time to YOU .
only You i can find release, only you i can soar like a eagle, only you can help me .
You speak to me with a verse: I lift my eyes tot he hills -- where does my hope come from ? My hope comes from the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and earth Psalm 121:1-2 !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:31 PM

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
i'm back :):):)
how early eh ?
my sch ends at 9.30 today .
like go sch for 2 hrs .
had chem paper, easy than other papers i must say .
but i cant do .
see how poor i am in my studies .
hais .
TOTALLY SALUTE TO THOSE SCIENCE PRO !
tmr wil be PHYSICS, i'm so gonna die .
PHYSICS IS A SURE GONNA !
hell, my teacher very what de lor .
eh, think i'm cursing my teacher too much . =X
oh she was GREAT ... -_-
anyway, physics wan dan le !
all the best to those mugging hard !
JIA YOU !





You're all i need, my love, my valentine .

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:15 AM

ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONG

My Valentine
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

(Chorus)
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly

(Chorus)
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:08 AM

tmr wil be chem paper .
no confident as i haven even study it .
LOOK AT THE TIME NOW ?
its 11.20 and i've yet to study .
alright i shall go and do my ten years series .
WAKE UP SOPHIA ONG !
u can do it if u want !

maths paper 1 was quite unexpected .
its easier than so many of the other papers .
and and and i didnt leave whole questions blank this time =)
improvement .
YAYNESS !
hope i can pass well .
hope there wil not be of any careless misakes .
there's always bound to have careless mistakes for maths paper .
dont understand where my eyes or mind concentrate on .
alright shall not talk so much here .


i'm not feeling so well !
having itchy throat .
process to losing my voice like totally .
how sad .
any1 wanna provide lozenges or medicine or even formula to cure it ?


CIAOS !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:24 PM

LIT was sucha disastrous .
FAIL FOR SURE .
tmr SS fail for sure too .
hais .
hope i can do well in my maths 1 tmr .


went to the library today with olivia and mei ting .
xiao zhen come later .
we share table with a guy .
according to olivia and xiao zhen, he's good looking and i think stil ok only .
haha .
maybe standard too high .
LOL !
but yea he's quite a nice guy .
never give attitude when xiao zhen go crazy .
we keep laughing after xiao zhen comes .
and th guy, jo was also laughing .
xz and olivia thinks that he look like a korean .
i agree to a certain extend .
but he's a THAI which he dont look like one .
new friend for olivia and xiao zhen .
haha .
wanted to make friends with him and ask him to come to the youth camp, but hais, he's going back thailand this dec and wil only come back 2 months later .
how sad =(((


SIANS LEHS .
prelim stil cant feel the waking up call .
HAHAHAHAHAHA .
numb to slacking alr .


and the STRANGER MY DOGGY, i've think of a new way to trace you down .
oh i cant WAIT to MAKE u a coffin .



I WANNA WATCH SINGAPORE DREAMING !
ANY1 ?

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:44 PM

you name 13 of your friends that you can think of right now! don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people.
1. Olivia
2. Dexter
3. Samantha
4. Qing wen
5. Jac
6. Kin peng
7. Sharity
8. Marcus
9. vivKAM
10. daoBAO
11. victoria
12. evelyn
13. adam

how did you meet 10? secondary school

what would you do if you had never met 1? i cant live without her . she is dear to me :):):)

what would you do if 6 and 2 dated? Dexter and kinpeng ? WOW . great couple . GAYING ard =))

have you ever seen 4 cried? hmmm, like once i think .

do you think 10 is cute? YES ! but i'm CUTER like DUH ? *GRINING AWAY*

how did you get to know 8? church . same cell group

would you ever go on a date with number 12? eh she's my darling =)) love her to bits !

what's 7's favorite colour? black and blue if i'm not wrong !

what would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you? oh ! dunno what to do . but i doubt it wil happen .

fact about 9: She's mature for her age . cherish her friendship alot . nice girl . KAMMY is one of my fav junior and fren ! LOVE HER MAN !

who is 4 going out with? AUDREY cute girl's WIFE !

who is number 5 to you? an important sister in Christ

would you ever live with 13? oh altho he's my husband but nahs . its impossible .

is 2 single? yes and no . why ? my husband lehs .

what do you think about 3? Smart . bestest bud and bestie =))

what's the best thing about number 8? great bro . abit gay( consider best thing ? ) i dunno . eh a great man of God :)

What do you like about number 11? She's my darling . i like everything of her =))

favorite memory with 6? recently ? fri night when we're at dhoby ghuat, dunno where to go and laming with marcus . His *kai xin gui kai xin gui* makes me laugh like mad .

tag 6 people to do this quizslots; eh . whoever wanna do den do =)) no obligations !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:35 PM

skin colour: slightly tanned

hair colour: WOW totally colourful . black, dark brown, brown, white and slight golden .

eye colour: light brown

clothes colour: teengames- i'm possible shirt( white ) fbt shorts( black )

wardrobe colour: pink and yellow

seven memorable things this month
1. talk to victoria
2. lost to my junior(glad, this shows that they've improved, at the same time upset, skill drop like ^#$(*&)*(*()#*$*#*&()(!()*+#%*(_%(_)(*
3. God show me His ways
4. grow deeper in love and faith in Him
5. had loads of fun with sis and bro in Christ .
6. had a great talk with one of my bestie last night .
7. its like the first week of the month and i've got so many memorable things . WAY TO GO !

six people you talk to face to face this week
1. Joseph You Kiong Kiong
2. Irene ah mu
3. Marcus lim chuen chuen
4. Kinnie
5. Sharity
6. many more to list on . darlings of chrbadminton team .

five thing you brought recently1. i cant remember what i bought recently . instead of buying things, i lost my wallet . any1 wanna buy me a wallet ? :DD2.
3.
4.
5.

four people you saw todae
1. BRENDON ONG
2. ERIC ONG
3. FIGO - i see my dog as a person
4. MYSELF

three people you want to talk to now but cant- many many many :))))))))

two thing on your mind now
1. can i not have O lvl and go straight to POLY ?
2. things wil turn better .

lastly, you need to tag 13(your age) people to do this quiz: CRAZY ! wanna kill time den do lor =))

grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4: Bible, Genesis 24:56; but he said to them, " do not detain me now as that the Lord has granted succes to my journey . Send me on my way so i may go to my master . "

stretch your left arm as fast as possible: cosmetic box

last thing you watch on TV: MTV chinese . channel 51

without looking, guess whats the time now: 8.20

the actual time: 8.17

what can you hear with the exception of your computer: my inner voice ?

when did you last step outside? : not long ago, to buy dinner .

what were you doing: this thing

what did you look at before this survey? : msn, email, my blog

what are you wearing: a white dri tech shirt- teengames

did you dream last night: nope, i seldom dream

what is on the walls of the room are you in? : snow white- framed puzzle, fan

anything weird lately : fall into a trap

what do you think of this quiz ? : ANNOYING

what is the last film you saw? : THE HOST

becomeing a multi-millionare overnigh, what will you buy ? : ALOT OF THINGS ! wanna give

half to my parent so that they dont have to work so hard !

tell me something about you that ii dont know who are you?: lei gong meh ar ?

what one thing will you change about the world : no more terrorist, economic growth, being self

centred and and would like to have WORLD PEACE !

do you like to dance: YES !

George W Bush: what does it gotta do with Him ?

if your first child is a girl, what will you call her: now its not the time to think of all these

if your first child is a boy, what will you call him: now its not the time to think of all these

have you ever considered living abroad: Holidays of coz, but for long i dont think so .

what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gate: well done my daughter, i'm proud of you =)))

5 ppl who must do this on their blog
1. Samantha
2. Olivia
3. Mei Ting
4. Mandy
5. Xiao Zhen

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:30 PM

what a day .
waste a day to slack again .
haha .
i'm not a mugger .
LOL .
tmr wil be the start of my prelim paper .
LIT .
i sure gonna fail LIT again .
like totally madness .
nv study at all .
dunno wad to study also .
didnt even read finish my text .
gonna find the review to read it up and go for O's like this .
hopefully God's blessings is upon me .
ok i've got like so many quizes to finish .
2 i think .
so gonna do it now and post it up !
thanks baoling for asking me to do it .
LMAO !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:04 PM

WOO !
holidays gonna end real soon .
nightmare going to start .
like WOAH totally .
i didnt study like much .

this week is a rather different week for me .
new start .
new love .
for who ?
not any man but GOD
new faith .
God show me alot of His ways .
He's always there .
He speaks to me alot recently .
i wanna be somebody that when judgement day comes, He wil say: daugher, i'm proud of you =)
like YAYNESS !
its gonna be EGG-cited !
why egg ?
i dunno .
sounds the same and cute =))
many things changes because the world are changing every minutes in our life .
we do not know what's happening or going on at the other side of the world .
but we are very clear and comforted in the place we leave in .
today archbishop john chew's sermon really talk sense in my head .
like WOAH how true .
something like this : we do not live up to the modern world cause its always changing and this bites our Christian lives and values .
it really applies in so many of our lives .
we're no different from the others like physically or mentally but the only difference is that we are God's children and firstly we must know our identity in Christ and then live up to it .
we live to the life that we know who we are .
and live it to the FULLEST !
nowadays, bad companies are really more influential than us .
how are we going to influence others ?
what methods do THEY(bad companies) use to influence others ?
POWER ?
no, definitely NO !
my God is so much GREATER and POWERFUL !
this really question me .
haha .
and i'm questioning myself all these wierd wierd stuff .
but i dont question about why i cant study .
HOW SMART can i BE ?


dexter chin chin chin .
honoured to see ur name in my blog rite ?
but anw, this time round i'm not there to be ur listening ears and be there for u .
but cheer up yea .
i'm always here and there .
when u're feeling not alright can talk to me yea ?
i'll be ur listening ears =))
promise man !
altho u told me that you're ALRIGHT and i really hope so its true .
but for sure u're ___ .
like who doesnt when they are given to this situation .
aiya sounds abit no link and i really dunno how to put it to words .
but i can listen to u =))
share cares and woes !
SMILE =)))

VIC VIC .
dear girl .
last month was the longest and the most unbearable month for me i guess .
so much so much things changed and happened .
we felt hurt definitely .
you too i guess .
but i hope all these will enlighten you alot to see things differently .
grow deeper faith in God and deeper love .
i believe that you wont disappoint us and God .
and dont think too much yea ?
everything wil be fine .
time wil heal everything .
just trust God and have faith in Him that He will guide us through all these trials and tests set in front of us .
why He set all these trials and tests for ?
not for fun of cause .
and why He set all these and even help us along the way ?
its simple, He wants us to grow in every aspects of our life .
althought its tough but He's always there to pick you up when u fall or stumble .
wadeva u're going through right now wil benefit you for sure =)
and with ur experiences, u can teach the younger ones what to do or advice them in future .
dear girl, i'll always be your listening ears, be there for u when u need someone to talk to, my hotline is always 24/7 :)))))))))
LOVE YA MANY MANY DEEP DEEP MUCH ! <3
iloveyouvictoriadeepdowninmyheart :):):):):):):):):):)

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:56 AM