ok ! i'm here to blog ! very bored todae lars ! not in good mood ! didnt go badminton todae becos parents gOing to temple so i nid to stay at home with my dog ! and wad ?! i had a tiff with my parent last night ! it wasnt easy for me ! i'm been crying last night think ing of the past and my grandfather ! my life is jus like a drama ! too much of drama series i think ! and i this up and down regardless of physically or emotionally i go thru myself ! is not easy and i go thru myself ! i think i'm strong luh ! if not i would be in heaven now ! no joke ! really feel like i can break down anitime ! too tired ! really tired ! all the stuff comes to me, family, badminton and even frens tt doesnt understand ! wad can i do ? i cant do anithing other than praying and face the prob, try to solve it ! is really not easy ! my parent dun understand and maybe sumtimes i dun understand but is not easy for me ! dun wish to type in details lars ! no one understand everything becos i nv told de whole thing, jus extracts of the whole issue . not even my bestie noe everything but i noe God sees everything ! i guess one of my weak point is tt i love keeping things to myself and bottom everything down into my heart ! never wanna talk about it ! but now i've been trying hard to speak out, but somehow i jus cant find anione tt can understand me well and could share my burden becos i noe everyone gOt their own prob ! is not easy to find some one tt can share but i noe dere is sum 1 tt listen to me and know everything b4 i tell Him . none other than my saviour but sum times i really dun feel like mentionning to Him ! but aniway, i wil live my life to the fullest ! altho there's setbacks along de way but i wil live well and overcome it becos i've go thru quiet alot so far and i dun wish to give up ! all i hope is tt my parent wil understand me more and grandfather wil recover and lastly of cos badminton team can work together and we strive for our goal ! JIA YOU !
i miss olivia ! so boring w/o her and she is in malaysia now for her family holidays . envy her lars . but stil at least i'm more fortunate than those who doesnt even noe who are their parents . ok shld count my blessings than complaining and grieving over things tt are not worth it !


take care and have a blessed day ahead ! miss all of my frens tt nv meet up after holidays =)) GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU =DD

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 2:11 PM

i'm back =) LOL ! mon was a great day ! i get to fellowship with some of my girls and we took nep print ! so cool rite de machine ! wil like go up and down de ! is like so FUN and we going to take again ! hahas ! and if possible i'll try to post de neo up or gO to frenster see bahs =) so cute can ! how fun ! and next mon we are gOing to sentosa ! woohoo ! cool man ! i'm so excited ! whole team gOing dere to hab fun and is kinda like team bonding ! hahas . play games together and throw each other into de sea =) sure fun day ! hahas !


CHRBADMINTON: pls make urself free on 30th of dec as we wil be having BBQ for mdm wan as she wil be transferring to another sch due to the travelling time from her hse to our sch ! and hope all de seniors wil be able to make it tt dae as we wil be having a farewell BBQ for mdm wan =)


and todae we are like kinda crazy lars . come of us are like gOing round to look for cards for mdm wan and a big card ! and i suggested tt we can make de card our own and more sincere mahs ! and we bought a big sheet of paper and we gOt no pens and all my crazy ideals came out from my brain again =) as popular sells stationery so there sure wil be pens rite ? and even color pens ! so we can make use of it and draw wad we wan on de paper ! but in the end we went to yu jie's hse do and which is like so near my hse ! jus a min walk and is my hse le ! luckily dey nv suggest sum1 else hse and which is so far from mine =)) thank God ! and eventually we are supposed to draw de cards ourselves but in de end yu jie's sis drew for us and we didnt spend de time staring at de blank paper =) hahas . and so blessed to have a sister ! and we are like jus 10 mins and we are done with our card ! and so some of dem wrote de card first and sheng howe suggested to play mahjong and we did played mahjong ! me, olivia, yu jie and sheng howe and de rest play playstation and some writing cards ! and i use my mp3 to listen to songs as we are playing cuz yu jie's hse gOt speaker to pluck in ! so not bad lars ! todae his hse become child care center ! hahas . all children playing de stuff dey wan =) so FUN ! how FUN can it be ?

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 10:50 PM

hey hey ! i've found a very crap and funni video at youtube and is really cute and funni lars ! enjoy ! =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 5:41 AM

hey guys ! is 3.20 now and i'm stil awake ! jus found a interesting art webbie and i draw a rose ! hahas . http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?irclqz14i4fs is fun and interesting ! take a look =))

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 3:22 AM

HAVE YOU EVER - S CLUB 7

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I finally realize, it was forever that I'd found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see?
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say
That you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see?
Even though the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see? (oooh)
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin' down the road you should be taking
I should know (I should know)
'Cause I loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let you go

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:17 PM

hey hey ppl ! i'm so bored ! listening to S club 7, have you ever . is so nice ! i'll post de lyrics later =)) and i like a same title song but is by brandy ! i'll post tt song lyrics another dae or later bahs =)) ytd is sat so nth much lars went to church ! hahas . den was standing in for jamie as backup =)) den ytd heels broke ! hahas . i played with it lars . turn here and dere den de heels broke ! hahas . and now i nid to find a heel for backup liaow ! i've got 2 weeks be4 x'mas eve ! now i wanna find a shorter heel lars . tt is like so high lars ! lol . nth much ytd lor . had some fun after dinner . some of us were chatting den some of us played truth or dare ! edgar was dere ! he join us for dinner =)) hahas . so long nv see him liaow . he is stil so cute and bhb lars . lol intro himself as yan dao ! hahas . so funnie ! and last night i slept at 12am and i woke up at 5pm ! too tired i guess ! past few days sleep very late den morning wake up very early ! so now i'm awake and energetic again ! but i'm sick lars ! stil gOt flu and alot of phlegm ! sigh ! ok lars . i post de HAVE YOU EVER by S CLUB 7 later !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:07 PM