ok ! i'm here to blog ! very bored todae lars ! not in good mood ! didnt go badminton todae becos parents gOing to temple so i nid to stay at home with my dog ! and wad ?! i had a tiff with my parent last night ! it wasnt easy for me ! i'm been crying last night think ing of the past and my grandfather ! my life is jus like a drama ! too much of drama series i think ! and i this up and down regardless of physically or emotionally i go thru myself ! is not easy and i go thru myself ! i think i'm strong luh ! if not i would be in heaven now ! no joke ! really feel like i can break down anitime ! too tired ! really tired ! all the stuff comes to me, family, badminton and even frens tt doesnt understand ! wad can i do ? i cant do anithing other than praying and face the prob, try to solve it ! is really not easy ! my parent dun understand and maybe sumtimes i dun understand but is not easy for me ! dun wish to type in details lars ! no one understand everything becos i nv told de whole thing, jus extracts of the whole issue . not even my bestie noe everything but i noe God sees everything ! i guess one of my weak point is tt i love keeping things to myself and bottom everything down into my heart ! never wanna talk about it ! but now i've been trying hard to speak out, but somehow i jus cant find anione tt can understand me well and could share my burden becos i noe everyone gOt their own prob ! is not easy to find some one tt can share but i noe dere is sum 1 tt listen to me and know everything b4 i tell Him . none other than my saviour but sum times i really dun feel like mentionning to Him ! but aniway, i wil live my life to the fullest ! altho there's setbacks along de way but i wil live well and overcome it becos i've go thru quiet alot so far and i dun wish to give up ! all i hope is tt my parent wil understand me more and grandfather wil recover and lastly of cos badminton team can work together and we strive for our goal ! JIA YOU !
i miss olivia ! so boring w/o her and she is in malaysia now for her family holidays . envy her lars . but stil at least i'm more fortunate than those who doesnt even noe who are their parents . ok shld count my blessings than complaining and grieving over things tt are not worth it !


take care and have a blessed day ahead ! miss all of my frens tt nv meet up after holidays =)) GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU =DD

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 2:11 PM