FCUKING SHIT !
quarrelled with my mom again !
she took away my sim card !
HELL !
SHE WIL NEVER UNDERSTAND WAD I WANT ?
is actually very simple ..
yet she doesnt know !
wad a failure mother !
thinking of quitting school .
SHE DONT UNDERSTAND ?!~
and yet she always think tt she understand .
there's no trust .
even having tuition from my church mate .
she think tt i was outside fooling ard !
PIECE OF SHIT !
i really dunno how to hang on ?
FATHER LORD I NEED YOU !
can u talk to me thru dreams ?
she always yell and shout at me .
my bro didnt get this kind of shit .
when both got into trouble the guys always get lighter punishment or scolding i'm the one who suffered !
who understand ?
who who who ?
i'm tired, really tired !
i dont have a home to be called as my home sweet home .
is jus a hostel .
why becos hostel there's no parent u can talk to .
and now. nothing is more painful than my heart .
SHE HIT ME !
not pain at all .
i dont feel the pain physically .
i know tt my heart is more pain .
more painful and hurt than this .
i wanna leave this place .
this place tt i cant call my own .
i dun belong here !

is always so unfair .
how many times have i reminded her tt she is bias .
sometimes i'm jealous of my bro .
but sometimes i think tt is so scary .
i'm treated differently .
HELP !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:17 AM