tralalala .
so gay .
went to school today .
didnt had enuff rest tho mon nv go sch .
jus woke up not long ago .
having chem test tmr on moles .
SHIT .
i'm like forget everything liaow .
wad am i gOing to do man ?
tel me tel me ..
shld i jus quit sch and go learn hairstyling ?
i'm simply too lazy to study lars .
and i hate to read textbk .
OH MAN !
help me pls .
knock myself or nudge me pls !
scold me if u can !
make me realised de importance of studying man !
i wanna live my life for the glory of Him .
but teach me how .

OH Lord, show me ur wil for me pls .
talk to me with ur audible voice .
i wanna hear u .
let me see ur wonders again, JESUS !
purify my mind and heart to focus on You and school, Lord !

TOOTH HURTS MAN !
today whole day my tooth is aching like wad lars .
damn piss with my tooth .
sorry if offended anyone .
i hope i didnt .
my tooth stil hurt til now .
wad to do man .
i hate dentist and i dun like de smell of clinic .
oh man .
this is terrible can ?
so pain can ?
HAIS .
wad's happenning to me man .
i stil miss my wallet badly !
kind soul pls return it back to me if u found it .
theres alot of precious stuff in it .
my neo print, ebase card, converse card, time zone gold card moreover is my fav wallet !
ARGHH !
my brain is not functioning well lars .
cant remember thing and keep losing things .
i think i'm suferring from senile .
i nid cure .
i'm gOing to breakdown soon .
real soon .
if i happen to cry suddenly, leave me alone .
i nid to reflect and think .
i nid peace .
i nid a breathing space .
i nid love .
i nid alot of things .
i nid God .
where are u when i needed you ?
every thing is not the same in the past .
why ? why ? why ?
why let me go thru this kind of shit ?
i nid family warmth .
i nid care and concern from parents .
but i hardly see dem .
money is not wad i wan .
i wan de love tt u all gave in the past .
but where has it gone to ?
why work so hard when dere's no result and on the other hand, when ur children was neglected, left out, you all dun even noe .
i nid to talk to sum 1 who understand .
i nid advice .
i nid scolding .
i nid motivation to study .
i'm stil at the starting point of de relay .
considering if i shld start running .
i nid sum1 to push me to the extreme .
i nid guildance .
everyone is not perfect .
but i noe lao deng cares for me and he comfort me when i nid to .
lao deng, cry with me wil you ?

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:22 PM