feeling very bad right now !
quarrelled with my bro !
alot of things happened .
dunno wad to do or say .
literally heart broken .
how am i going to change him if this goes on ?
i really cannot take it .
cry until eyes swollen oso no use lor .
wil he ever realise ?
wad is important to him wad is not can he diffentiate ?
friends and bball is all he care .
how abt family ?
this yr is a very impt year for me and he is jus slacking like nv b4 .
this whole week i'm so busy with my sch, trainin and camp preparation and yet he accused me tt i went out to play !
BRAINLESS CHAP !
wad can i say or do ?
been encouraging him to study and try promoting to express but he alr plan to go ITE ?!
REDICULOUS !
didnt even see him take out a book to read or study b4 .
after 3 months of study, he didnt bring bag to sch nor bk .
books can be kept in locker but sure there's hw to do .
i guess all he do is go sch copy .
i think i'm not a gd example .
all blames to me .
really heart broken .
very tired .
dunno wad to do or say or even face him .
dun even noe wad is right and wrong and talk without using brain .
nth to say den use alot of past things to say .
shall not write in details becos de things wil no end .

what's happening to him ?
can anione tell me ?
mandy's bro aaron, i alr very disappointed and sad le .
i dun wish my bro oso be like him .
and i very certain tt i'm sure and understand how mandy feel .
am i going to give up on him ?
jus rite one year be4, i scolded him .
and now, 1 year after, quarrel .
so next year are we going to fight ?
i surrender .
let God decide wad to do .
i really dunno wad i can do to help him anymore .
this is crazy !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 8:55 AM