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Sunday, July 16, 2006

as my tears are flowing, mind are thinking, thoughts are coming .
its really time for me to reflect and apologise .

i've been pushing myself too hard .
i've been using the double strength to run my life .
i've been using my own strength .
i've been neglecting my own friends .
i've been focusing on a thing and yet i neglected the others .
i've been sucky at organising my own time .
i've been shutting myself from God some times .
i've been too into His work .
i've been such a lousy friend .
i've been keeping things to myself .
i've been never true to my feelings .
i've been gutless sometimes .
i've been so clueless so much tt i think i lost myself .
i've been putting on strong front for too long TOO LONG .
i feel like crying in fact i am .
i is having a heavy heart .
i is heart broken .
i is unhappy about some issues .
i is always a cheerful wannabe .
i is hating sadness coming into me .
i is putting on the mask too long FREAKING LONG .
i is needing someone or talk to at this moment .
i is needing God more at this moment .

if i'm going to be used to my life now .
i think i wil die earlier .
God, come to my dreams .
let me see you face to face .
i've been so down recently .
dont have th courage to face the truth .
i need ur guildance .

thank you vic and ju for comforting me on th train .
guess its really my break point tt i cried in front of them .
i wanted to be a strong mentor to them but seems like i'm a weakling when it comes to crying .
thank you girls .
sorry evelyn for leaving u alone just now .
it wil only be good if i have supernatural power to split myself up .
so tt i can be there for everyone .
i'm sorry to those who i have been neglecting .
PLEASE FORGIVE ME !
I'M TRULY SORRY !

11:17 PM