today first half of the day not very good .
very emo .
when i sit down nth better to do, very quiet, i wil start to think all those things tt make my tears flows .
sians .
damn pai seh .
cried 2 times today .
dunno why during assembly my heart very heavy .
just cant stop th tears .
i thnk God didn't want me to hide my feelings .
God, is there another way out to solve all these ?
i really cant take it .
this is too depressing !
everyday i cried to numb the pain .
oh Lord, i know all these cant compare to ur sufferring and i know i wil become stronger !



anw today's chr idol was great enjoyed and i did *ahem* .
dont say it out, pai seh .
*LOOK AT MANDY*
*claps to all the contestants, esp my class ROCKERS!*
all the WAY !



after chr idol, the rest went to eat .
i'm with the guys becos we're helping out with th camp fire but in the end never .
den olivia suggested playing basketball .
so i went to ask uncle krishnan for ball .
we walked to the bball court with dexter .
den here comes along my two husbands and my sister, adam, louis and benjamin respectively .
den we played 3 on 3 .
adam and benjamin are the captains .
so dey chose people .
i'm with adam and louis .
the other grp consists of olivia, benjamin and dexter .
it was oh SO FUNNY PLS !
they brighten up my day .
esp LOUIS TAN WEI LIANG !
so funny .
first time see him play backetball luh .
like we're friends for OMG 7 donkey years and i first time play basketball with him .
it was sooooooooooooo FUNNY !
dunno how to describe its like a giraffe trying to play basketball .
get the picture ?
adam, louis was so FUNNY right ?
i LAUGH like MAD COW !
keep laughing and laughing .


adam and some of them cut-d BOTAK .
tian ah, of all why cut botak ?
=(
but nvm i stil love him and the rest luh .
LOL .


unconditional love .
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)



I IS YET DEPRESSED AND HAPPY !
thanks for all the concerns friends =)

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 7:58 PM