sometimes i feel helpless, hopeless and even liveless .
i feel like breaking down every now and then .
i'm weak but my God is strong !
talk to God in the library today as i cant focus well with my physics .
cried badly, bitterly, whatever u call it .
had a fight with my bro last night .
many things just flash back from the BACK of my head .
issues on friendships, relationships and things that when thinking its bad enough for me .
its like, so many things had happen, the one and only one always now and then there for me was God .
but yet i've neglected him for quite some time .
whenever i feel helpless, i cant be of good cheer .
i can give advice and ask them to heed it but i'm deaf to my sayings .
but reasurrance was there, God is everywhere and was there for me all the time .
i wil get over it and lift it up to the Lord .


Father Lord, here i am once again, i wanna lift up all my worries, burdens, loads that are hidden in my heart for a long time to YOU .
only You i can find release, only you i can soar like a eagle, only you can help me .
You speak to me with a verse: I lift my eyes tot he hills -- where does my hope come from ? My hope comes from the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and earth Psalm 121:1-2 !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:31 PM