Tuesday, October 10, 2006
FRIDAY the 13th of oct !~the graduation day for the graduation cohort .some is happy, some is sad .i is not happy, i is sad .human has got a very complex feelings and thinking .dont know why also .when i was sec 1, i will always be praying for sec 4 to come faster and i'll leave school sooner .but when i was in sec 4 now, leaving school, i regretted thinking that way .how i wish i could stay longer in sec school .i missed the times like how my class was bonded .i hate the times when we are seperating as a clique .dispute tt left unsolve wil be like leaving a scar to a beautiful face .how i wish i could turn back time and i will be a diligent girl .perhaps its too late to be one alr .so ppl now when u're young, be more diligent and u will not suffer alot when u're in upper sec .thinking if shld go for prom .becos i dont see a need to .since our class are alr in so many pieces, i dont see a need to go .even grad day, i dunno if i wil cry badly .maybe i wil cry badly not becos of all the leaving and people but the regrets that we didnt solved things in a peaceful way .i hope i can do something to it, but if the ppl concerning says doesn't seems a need to then i've got nothing to say also .perhaps, right now i can only use my selective memory to ONLY remember all the happy times !I IS TIRED FROM EVERYTHING !~all the unhappiness, disunity, negative thoughts, clique deforming and all the very DE- things .i just wanna concentrate on God's kingdom and my O's right now .dont want to regret after my O's and getting back my results .i wanna do well for the glory of God .i wanna do well to make my parents proud .and also do well for my better future !here, i wanna wish all my friends who are taking EOY, ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK !JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU !
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