its been a rather down weekend for me .
friday was the graduation ceremony, was sad of coz .
we've got a bear from the school as a graduation gift .
its a CARE BEAR and with our names on it .super cool yea ?
after all, its not a bad school .
altho when i was in sec 1, i curse and swear that it a bad school, hated the school and stuff .
but come to think of it, we shld be appreciative and it isn't a bad school after all .
at least we've got no much gangsterism in the school .
almost peace everyday for those stay out of trouble .
when ms foo came, she created quite a stir in school, no peace, everyone hated her but she win over everyone's respect i guess .
not so much for every1 but yea she has got my respect .
GRADUATION VIDEO OF 4e3'06


sat, i was hit by God .
the impact was hard .
while i was praying during cell, memories just flashed back at the back of my mind .
He showed me clearly of all the good and bad times .
who, i shall not mention .
its ppl that are very close to my heart .
i wanted to only focus on my studies to glorify God and i intend to push back everything after O's den i start to work on it and i decided these for like 2 months back .
but God just hit me with all those things .
i couldn't stop crying .
and the testimonials that mr jason wong spoke was really touching .
and i couldn't stop crying after that .
speak to jac and coach .
jac prayed for me and whan lee was beside me, while jac was praying he ask God wad He wants him to say to me .
whan lee saw a mirror that is shattered .
maybe is part of something in my life .
maybe is my life .
maybe is something important in my life .
i do not know .
no one knows except God .
i guess anything that is shattered is part of my life and it consider my life .
i hope it is not studies that is shattered !
i wanna do well .
but i only know how to say .
sun, i feel lousy too .
keep wanna cry .
very sad .
try to be happy but just cant .
Lord, pls help me .
i do not want to fail for my O's .
scold me and give me the motivation to study .
i dont want my life to be shattered for long and i know it wont becos u gonna mould a new me .
Lord, i place my faith and trust in you .
it was u that i never be the same again .
it was u that i am able to stand and face the truth .
it was u that i know how to love .
it was u that i have this special strength .
continue to let ur strength flow in my life .
continue to let ur wisdom and knowledge fills me all over .
Lord, i thank you .
thank you with all the things u has bless me .
THANK YOU !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 10:15 PM