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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
should i or should i not ?!i've been sick for quite a few days .
i hope it wont be a very serious illness .
i was referred to get x-ray done one month ago when i'm sick and now i'm sitting at home waiting to die cause i've yet to get it done .
sometimes when i'm having rough patches in life i feel like dyng .
but this time round i'm afraid of knowing the results after the x-ray .
i'm afraid its something too big for me to overcome .
i'm scared ... really really scared ...
its a struggle for me .
i hate to know that i'm unhealthy cause ive always been a healthy baby since young .
i hate to be a burden to others .
i dont wanna be another burden to my parent think they had enough for the past few months .
i hope when i obediently go and get it done, it wont be a negative result .
i hope i'll be fine and be in pink of health !
Lord, i dont ask for more pls teach me how .
how to realise the news to my parent that i need to get x-ray done .
how to face the whatever result that i'm going to face .
i pray that i'll be alright but if i'm not, i uplift my condition to your hands cause its your plan not mine .
i'll respect ur plans for me and i hope i can face it cheerfully .
Lord, help me cause i know no one else would .
You are the doctor of doctors .
i humbly ask for your healing hands to be upon me and those who are not feeling well too .
in Jesus' name i pray, amen !
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