HAPPY NEW YEAR !

alright guys its the 3rd day of a brand new year how do u guys feel ?
is it a good or a bad start ?
heh C:
i guess mine was moderate .
had a lot of laughters of cos as usual cos i don like to sulk .
but i think alot these few days .
those things that u told someone really hurts me deep man .
i tot u will encourage me i tot u will comfort me after knowing my condition but u didnt and was afraid that u'll will carry it too also said tt i was selfish then i tot to myself who is then the selfish one .
crap, i tot we're the closest and u will understand but u didnt .
i feel really bad and hurt by those things .
i was angry and tot to myself that maybe u'll know the pain until u get it urself but i'll keep my fingers cross cos i know its painful .
i don feel good at all i really dont .
all the pain and weakening of physical body its not fun at all .
i tell myself i am a strong girl but after knowing what u said it tore me down .
thanks for being sucha nice person and thanks for letting me to see ur true colour once again .
i'll forgive and will definitely forget cause i'm not someone selfish or petty remembering all these .


2007 have passed and i really hope i have thrown all those bad stuffs that happened and not carry it with me again in 2008 .
its a bad 07 for me .
many things happened in this very short year .
alot of laughters, alot of tears ..
alot of problems for me to clear ..

i reflect and think alot for these past few days and i really hope i can be a better person as compare to last .
who doesn't right ?

after thinking for so long, i realise i dont even have a friend to hear me out .
i tried to confide but what turns out ?
those i tot they will, somehow left my world ..
only God stays with me, from then till now ..

i have my fears, i have my worries .
but who truly understand without mockery ?
i'm not perfect, i'm not good
but i'm still standing because of YOU !
thank you my BESTEST FRIEND who always stand by me, listening and lending me ur shoulder C:
i'll continue to be faithful for You are worthy !

i believe a tougher and challenging year this will be for me but i know its gonna be enriching and fruitful year .
as well as refining and moulding of better character in me .
JIA YOU EVERYONE !~

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 12:38 AM