anw i'm here to update what happen in my family ...
i'm feeling better alr but still i miss my naughty boy badly .

on sat morning, 3/5/2008 ard 8 plus ..
my father was rather disturbed by the groaning sound made in the living room so he woke up finding my puppy struggling on the floor with his poor mother at the side easing him .
then he quickly ask my mom to wake up and my mom shouted for us to wake up from our slp .
when i woke up and rush to the living room i found my precious blaby lying on th ground struggling like having fits ...
and not long after white foam ooze from his mouth and then i know no much chance i could cuddle him and play with him again .
my parent quickly change and rushed down to the hospital .
i was trying to be positive telling myself that everything wil be ok everything will be alright so i just have to wait for him to return .
then ard 45 mins later my mom called and tell us that he's gone never will be back .
i was quite stunt i dont know how to respond i didnt cry .
i tot is was a damn shit joke on us .
until my mom back without blaby then i started crying ..
my mom took his last photo and showed me then i broke down crying ..
i couldn't stop crying, its was such a painful life experience and a terrible blow to me .



what happened to blaby is that as he's growing teeth, he's quite prone to finding things to bite .
and by hook or crook he swallowed my bro's medicine down and i guess we realise it too late, until the medicine took effect in his body .
i called to my workplace for emergency leave so for the whole day i stayed at home with my puffy eyes .
i ask myself not to think so much abt it so i watch tv, trying to laugh with those stupid acts by those actor .
not until my dad came home breaking down like he lost a son and yes he's a kin to us .
never will he be back again .
i sat outside of my room where he was born, staring at the cage where we place him there if he's naughty at the same time holding his shirt and i cant help but kept tearing .
i sat there for 2 hours with tears rolling down my face .
i browse the pictures that i took with him in my phone, i just cant stop tearing .

the night be4 he passed away, i still play with him carry him in my arms and kissed him .
i never aspect it to be a kiss goodbye .


PRECIOUS MEMORIES OF BLABY
this is my favourite picture with u C:


Your irresposible father


Your doting mother


And lastly the cutest you C:


we will remember u as u're once our family member .
when u came into our family we were overjoy and now u're gone we'll miss every part of u .
hope u'll have a better life !
in our deepest memory and love, RIP blaby !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:21 PM