hello its been 4 months that i didnt update my blog .
dont have the time and lazy to blog ..
look at the time now ...
its like 5.17am now and i haven't sleep .
many things happened last few months .


last month i lost my grandfather and i've got regrets i didnt get to see his last face and since i am studying hairstyling i didnt get a chance to trim his hair for him .
very sad but i know its a release of his new life .
he's been struggling with stroke and diabetes for more than a decade and he's been bedridden for more than half a decade, everytime when i went to his place tears would flow with heart aches .
i was the first granddaughter in the family and i remember how much he loves and dotes me, giving the best and he's a real good man .
he saves and give money for his son to get married .
he never grumble how much he suffer .
he will never utter his bitterness .
he loves and cares .
but now that he's gone, i miss him i really do .
i will work very hard to be filial to my grandmother as she loves me deeply too and i too loves her deeply .
promise my grandfather i will take good care of her and i will .

its a brand new year .
alot of new year's resolution .
shall not list them all out .

and here wish all of you a HAPPY OX-PICIOUS NEW YEAR !

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 5:16 AM