Tuesday, March 17, 2009
LOVE what is this all about ?this is from my bro's fb : why do you pretend like i don't matter to you when you're all that matters to me?
tho it doesn't relate to me but i find it intesresting ..I was deep in thought at the same time praying if i should let out the truth ..
then i saw this quote somewhere :
"Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command ."
so i've decided to confess theh truth .
i dont know if i've hurt him in any ways as dragging on will only make matter worse .
To you :
[ i dont wanna hurt you nor distract you with your studies so i thought i should tell you the truth earlier so that it wont hurt so much . i tried to work things out between us but i dont know what is right and this period i dont feel like love to you but more of guilt to you . i think right from the start there's isn't any stable foundation between us .
] its not the right way to start so fast it was really a dramatic mistake so here i apologise . you said there are better guys for me, i thank you on their behalf . i guess i'm going to stay single until i really meet one that i've got feel, i don want to pretend anymore cos its torturing . seperation makes two realise how much love they have for each other but i don think we will feel this way . AND i wanna see you do well in studies so pls do ! cos i don wanna be a destroyer of someone's future . i think your os in your heart will be, "hey don think too highly of yourself !" i don know there might be some possibility *grin there's a saying goes like this : absense makes the heart grow fonder so i say let go of your feelings and study hard C: we're still friend if u have any problem u can always share with me, i'll be glad to listen C: JIA YOU !
-[ ___ ] that's what i think if u think otherwise u can rebuke but i guess this is it .
♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 5:16 PM